i'm lonely.

and i'm not sure why.

i'm sad.

but nothing's wrong.

i can't stop crying.

i don't why

i just wanna go home

Little Miss Queenie's Giveaway!!!

Cool stuffs, 2 packages: Cutesie Dollie and Sexy Rocker!

For more info, visit her site


Jenny, thanks for telling me about this!

Naomi, you should enter!

Mike, you too, so that it will be like I have 2 entries! And oh, I prefer Prize Package A!

Oh My Goodness!

This is beautiful!

I WANT this dress!

My Favorite Song of the Day

You know that feeling where no one else can possibly know how you're feeling?
Your mom is nagging and you think, "Great, 6 billion people in the world and I'm the one with the crazy family."
But then I found this song
MIKE, send me this song, thank you

"Who's To Say"
Vanessa Carlton

Stand up straight
Do your trick
Turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright
When you're around they tell us slow down,
We're too young you need to grow
The speed's the key
And they don't know who we are

And who's to say that we're not good enough?
And who's to say that this is not our love?

Mother don't tell me friends are the ones that I lose
'Cause they'd bleed before you
And sometimes family are the ones you'd choose
It's too late now
I hold on to this life I found

And who's to say we won't burn it out?
And who's to say we won't sink in doubt?
Who's to say that we won't fade to gray?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know

And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend but I just feel it when we're together
And if you don't believe me, you never really knew us
You never really knew

You and I, packin' up my room, we feel alright
But we're not welcome, soon
We'll be drivin', 'cause they don't know who we are
Who's to say we won't stay together?
Who's to say we aren't getting stronger?
Who's to say I can't live without you?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know

And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend, but I just feel it when we're together
Who is to say?
And who is to say?
And who are they anyway?

Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around

Summer

I haven't done much this summer
Well, except I've cleaned and organized most of the stuff I've accumulated during my 18 years of life
It's been kind of depressing throwing stuff out
Even the stuff I know I will never ever want to see again
Not to mention I'm in the basement most of the time
And I HATE that
Basement scares me
Not just any basement, just the one in my house

I went on a picnic yesterday and that was lots of fun
My friends and I discussed interesting topics and laughed at our own expenses
"Look, it's an animal!"
"Wait...is that a...by the tree stump?"
The things you find in open space

As for the rest of the summer
I will spend a month of that in China
Gonna get some cool presents
Pretty stationary paper by JiMi for N
Bow tie jewelry for J
And more stationary paper to write to SPM

Physical exam today
118.6 Ibs!!!
I'm still in the healthy area...I'm just going to focus on that fact
Goal in China: do not gain more weight
Now I have 4 needle holes on my body
2 from blood test
The nurse needed 5 tubes of blood, lots of test needed to be done for Wellesley health forms
She couldn't get enough from my elbow place
So onward to my hand
Then 2 vaccination shots
Tetanus and meningitis
So now both of my arms are going to be sore for the next day
The fun

I wrote a lot!

I'm back!

Hi people
I'm back from Wellesley
I really liked it there
So now it's just a matter of sending in the deposit when my mom gets home
:)

I know you all missed me terribly
But no fear, I will be at school tomorrow!

Prom

I got a prom date!
:)

And my favorite song is The Climb by Miley Cyrus
I hope I win the raffle thing for the limo at school
That way, we can all go in a limo without having to pay!
It shall be very exciting